20 October 2009

Sipping Sleep

I feel really awful right now for no reason at all. Or maybe there are so many reasons that I don't know where to begin. Its hard to describe. Like I'm a wanderer of the earth without any sense or purpose...but that's just how I feel right now. Even though its not true. I'm more than positive I'll get better-

LINK Yann Tiersen - Summer 78
LINK Patrick Wolf - Epilogue


-update-
See, that didn't last too long
LINK Nikkifurie - The A La Menthe (Ocean's 12 laser dance song)

2 comments:

  1. Paul- I know exactly how you feel. I've had days like this. And every time it happens I can't shake it unless I just get my stuff done and sleep on it.

    In fact, I felt it last night. My guess is that it's the mind wandering over too many thoughts, thinking too much about your place in life--about where you want to go in life, etc.

    Last night I just had so much on my mind: getting a midterm paper done, worrying about catching up on reading for classes, missing Gen, thinking about the weekend, making dinner, my roommates not being home made me feel lonely, my future at SFSU, am I going to transfer to the Academy of Arts next year....

    All of the above stuff was on my mind. And it's all cluttered when together. It held me down.

    So I just went to sleep. Woke up this morning and felt a lot better.

    I dunno if any of this helps, or even if I've described what you're feeling, but if you need someone to talk to-- I'm always online.

    Cheers man,
    B

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  2. I think you simply caring helped a lot. Thanks Brenden, I really appreciate it. Best of luck on you side too man.

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